Monday, March 24, 2008

Americas Next top Model

hey! what do u think of this show Americas Next top model? i only started watching it while i was staying with my auntie while my parents wer ironically away in Hong Kong ~and i incidently loved it.. its interesting in away. it kinda made me think about muslim girls... who always claim to have just as much rights as any other girl..... and they always feel more respected cos they not wearing mini skirts or whatever.. but they are definitely limited here.. theres no such thing as a muslim model..... or is there? i checked it out :D found one Michelle Leslie well a fake muslim lol... shes half philipino half austrailian... got arrested in indonesia for drug poession... then "converted" perhaps to get treated with more respect..... less rudesness.. which shows that muslims treat non muslims with with less respect ....i am sick of this ... whats good for the goose is not good for the gander.. they demand respect here... in the west but we will never get the respect back when we go to there country....

Monday, March 17, 2008

Happy St patricks Day!!!

Dia duit ^^ conas ata tu??? hehe this is irish for hello how are you ~ haha well i am irish lol =D so i wanted to share the irishyness =P


★HAPPY ST PATRICKS DAY!!! ★

hope the luck of the irish was with you ~ well today i went down the seafront and watched the parade with my parents and little brother... well i have to say my towns parade was not exactly much to right a home about basically in it there was

* old cars, * football teams, * scouts, boats, marching bands, big huge trucks, hip hop dancers, flame throwers, chinese dancers, it went on for about 1 hour n a half... but it was totally freezing...... n horrible.. i wanted to get in from the cold go to a pub... but guess what my dad chose the only pub that didn't open til 4:30.. so we had to wait around it was so sad... so we went in i wanted pork scratchings... but no can do.... just peanuts anyway then my cousin insisted we go on the rides.. i knew i'd probably end up going on them... we went on one called the Euro dancer and basically it went up in the air to the side then a sudden down drop in a rotating motion.. it was auful my stomach felt terrible... i just wanted to get off.... i wish my chinese boy was not so lazy and had of come it would of been so nice.... even though i don't like them i would of enjoyed them being with him ^^ or even just being with him lol but u can't always have what you want....

my project is almost done....


Hey!! how is it going? well it is Sunday night now just thinking back on the last week =] well i think it went pretty well after Monday and Tuesday which wer just absolutely horrible =[

some assholes in my project being lazy asses ~ doing absolutely fuck all in the project not picking up there fone letting me do all the work then i get blamed for it !!! thats ridiculous if i don't do the work whos going to do... i learnt something about who my real friends are after this.... one good thing =D but there was one slightly bad thing i have only half sorted out.... =/ i was suposed to be with this group for my next project aswell..... but i went to my lecturer and asked to change.... i explained all the problems she completely understood.. so now i am doing the next project on my own.... so only myself to argue with =] but my problem is how am i going to tell my orignal group that i have left???? they have already assigned me a section to do... regardless of how i handle this its going to end on bad terms =| i can't please everyone !!

Monday, March 10, 2008


Hey guess what i am madly in love ~~~~~~~~~~♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ w ith my baby ^^ cute boy hehe ^^ let me introduce you :D:D he is a chinese boy Zhi Bai ^^ 21 years old...~~~~ really kind gentle funny ^^ allways joking dreamy~~~ i just think perfect ♥♥♥♥♥ hehe we are going to the cinema next saturday so happy :D:D:D:D can't wait really can't :D i just thought i would put this in hehe ^^ anyway does anyone remember Israelis Eurovision song contest entry last year? Teapacks - Push the button now i know its old now but i think it would be very apropriate this year considering what happened last week with the palestinian shooting up a jewish school i think it was disgusting the whole thing those poor kids it is really so sad.... people getting so reckless and selfish over a piece of land in my mind its just unjustable inexcusable... getting killed just because of their religion... anyway the palestinians dug them self a nice hole if israelis retailiate which i have no doubt they will i can't say the palestinians didn't deserve it... i fought with a good egyptian friend about this today and the attitudes they gave me was just utterly disgusting..... i couldn't believe it... anyway i hope israelis prove to have a even more interestin g entry this year :D
thinking of u my sweet ^^ i miss you

Accept me as i am.....


well.... there is this guy i like ok.... and who happens to be asian and yea i think i ruined without even doing anything.... awhile ago i used to be heavily involved in talking to people about anime...... it was a good while ago .. i was like 14.... and i ended up adding a whole bunch of asians to my friend list on my website *bebo* and i had a whole bunch of anime photo albums... then i met this guy who coincidently asked do i have bebo...... so then i decided to revamp my whole page deleted all the anime albums i had... because to be honest i probably had gone off them haven't watched anime since about 8 months ago.... so i did all that thyen added him that was grand.. we only ever exchanged one comment... nothing changed.... then last night he text me i see you have lots of asian friends on your bebo account i wanna ask u about that.... now that is virtually impossible to get out of.. n i don't think i did.. i just explained it was along time ago .. i used to like lots of cartoons and animation... so all them were added... i hope he leaves it at that... i admit it does look pretty bad... i was thinking if i was in that situation and he had lots of white people on his list..... how would i feel... and i don't know.... i really don't.... i feel a bit worried that i have blown it....

Saturday, March 8, 2008

lazy ass people


i think life has been just one big giant mistake since i joined this college... i used to be such a happy cheerful .. inocent... opinionless person... who just sailed through life literally... i mean in secondary school .. i had the leaving cert... alot of people killed themselves studying for it ... got all worked up and worried... but i just sort of took it easy i did study but not compulsively.... i sort of knew i was going to get into the college i'm in now there was no real doubt in my mind .. maybe it was just faith... who knows ....

anyway.... its the second semester now.. last semester we wer assigned groups for projects so that was fine.. this semester.. we wern't big mistake... i never realised how uncooperative
and stuborn my friends are :| it's a total mess at least for Human Resource Management... anyway the group size was huge to begin with.... 7 people that is unreal... impossible to please all 7.. such strong characters...
1 is a malaysian... who thinks he is right about everything can't take critism... 1 is an algerian who is determined to find the easiest way around everything.. copy n paste is his motto who cares if its irrevelent... 1 is a girl amy... offering to do extra work but begging not to.... 1 is a pakista
nni guy ... who "wants" to help but doesn't have time.. another is a pakistanni.. who wants the easiest way around things... so basically it is a total international group... big mistake it wa... because not only did i have to correct the english for the malaysian guy ... but also i had to correct and add more to maria and amys... then the algerian ... sent me his work which he copyed and pasted from the internet and it had nothing to do with the project task... so i have to redo that... one of the pakistanni guys said to me he can't do his task because it is to hard... so we then assigned it to the other pakistanni who totally forgot so i'm doing that aswell.... then one they all totally forgot i have to do that... so yea i'm doing absolutely everything i feel really frustrated... :|

The asians


ok well for awhile now... i was always really curious about asian people as a whole... like asian girls and asian guys and there relations with other ethnitys.... well anywhere in the western world and i supose probably in the eastern you always see multi race relationships... a black guy with a white girl.. a black girl with a white .. maybe less frequent but it happens i've seen it for myself... a good few times then the biggest percentage of the multi race relationships is an asian girl and a white guy... i reckon i see one of these couples everyday of the week... now i know the guy in this relationship always gets frowned upon for having some kind of yellow fever or some kind of obsession with them because of stereotypes he has about them.. but hey remember it take 2 to tango.. and the girl was not forced into the relationship.... so maybe there is something there like white fever lol.. i dunno.. but anyway i think asian women have high expectations of western men .... i dunno really just guess work i'm using... i have 2 chinese friends in my college alone and both of them are married to western men ... and i think one of them married the guy because well she was always interested in foreigners and she is in love with the guy and thats the important thing.. he loves her too ^^ she is a nice girl i'd say one of my best friends from the college... then theres another.. well i've kind of gone off her a bit... but she married the guy because she thought western men are less tough than regular chinese guys.. i dunno is that insulting? i mean in my opinion western people are just as tough as anyone else...i know chinese got there jet lis and kung fu fighting.. but still lol~ and her other reason was she'd have more freedom to do as she pleased.... i really think western men are getting taken advantage of and not the other way round... they both know clearly what they are getting themselves into...

Then anyway asides that .. i was interested in the asian male white female scenario... how many of those type couples do you see? i have seen 2 and heard of a few others but its very very rare.... i was in one of these relationships be4 a malaysian.... except i don't consider it as one of these because the guy was a muslim.. so that made him different .... i know that sounds bad but .... i really mean a chinese, korean, or japanese guy and a white girl..
.. well i have talked to asian guys over the internet like on msn or whatever about there opinion of it.. and they all said something like they are curious about it... but they were worried that a western girl wouldn't like them.... well my idea is they should be more brave and just take the plonge.. not all western girls are the same... i really do think they have as good a chance as anyone... another thing was someone said that he would if he thought the girl would embrace the culture... others were scared about their english.. not being able to communicate.... but i think the main problem for them is .. asian girls asian guys know alot about the western culture.. so when an asian girl meets a foreigner she can quickly adapt... but for a western girl most of them have had little or no exposure to western culture.. so they have no idea about it... and they can't get to know it unless they have someone to show it.. i mean in asian countrys they all study english ... but in the likes of ireland uk europe usa.... none of these asian languages are being thought..... so basically there is a good few things for western girls to overcome and not so much for an asian girl.... anyway at the moment i am persuing an asian guy.. chinese... but the lucky situation here is although he was brought up in china .. his bestfriends in china were americian guys.. so he seems to have a bit more of an open mind than others........ oh well you never know....